Frustration!

it is so hard when you love someone so much and want to help them out through their difficulties, but can't.. You can only take them so far.. And then leg go. You would watch them stumble and fall and wait for them to get up and dust themselves off and hope they would keep going.. They have to make their own mistakes.. I know that.. But I don't know how I can cope with the idea that they need me, they call out for me thinking I can help or ease the stress/fear, and I know in my heart of hearts there isn't much I can do... Frustration! That's what I feel.

A Blast From The past

I was in one of the banks yesterday to submit an application.. and I had the best surprise in a long time.. a face of one the employees was so familiar that it made me stand still and think for a while.. then it hit me!!! BIBI SAWSAN!!.. a girl I haven't seen for a very very long time!!.. 16 years!!!!!! she was a classmate of mine bil mitwasse6.. she hasn't changed at all!! except for the height ofcourse.. but other than that.. she is exactly the same!.. I was starring at her for what seemed like ages.. wondering if she would remember me.. if she would recognize me .. would I end up embarrassing myself?? .. but when she looked up.. her reaction answered all my question.. she knew exactly who I was.. and came over to hug me.. we talked for about 20 minutes before realizing she has a client waiting.. so we exchanged numbers.. said our goodbyes and parted.. it was a true flashback.. a very sweet one too.. gotta go .. lunch time.. bye :*

I am back!

I know I have disappeared for a while .. but who cares.. I am back now.. I wonder if anyone missed me.. I know some have ;) and those who have deserve a smooch.. Anyways.. I am still jobless .. but less stressed.. I just need to learn to be patient.. it's 1:20 AM and I am a bit tired.. so I will talk to you guys later :* Love you all Chubby