Who would have thought!

So far I have been going to the gym religiously.. not because I want to loose weight.. but because it makes me happy.. takes my mind off so many things... at first I thought I would not last an hour there.. but who knew.. I am pulling 2 hours everyday.. the best part about it is the inner peace feeling I get.. since there is nothing to do in Kuwait.. I have been staying home a lot lately.. which started creating some problems at home.. you know how parents can get.. out of love ofcourse, they think they can better your world by telling you what to do with yourself.. and if you do not act on it.. then you are simply eternally damned... Anyhow! I need a massage.. strong hands.. to rub some oil on my back, then soothe all the knots and tension out of each muscle in my body.. I need a man.. a pleasure slave.. to satisfy my every need .. hmmm I am too tired to explain now.. but there will be more details on my next blog ;) I promise... :*

Confessions of a Chocoholic!

I admit! I am a chocoholic!.. and I love it hehehe.. Lately I have been feeling depressed over stuff.. but thankfully I found a cure.. CHOCOLATE!! I have come to the conclusion that I have been depriving myself from it for too long!.. I have a confession.. to those who do not already know.. I have been working out lately trying to manage my weight and you know.. stay healthy and all that. This is thrilling my family.. specially my dad who is expecting to see a size 4 on me by the end of the year. But what no one knows is .. Chubby Femme has been a bad bad girl lately ;) JB I know this will make you crack up!.. I would workout for almost 2 hours then come home to my secret drawer.. my private treasure chest that hides my deepest darkest obsession, CHOCOLATE! and more CHOCOLATE! hehehe after working my ass off at the Gym.. I come home, shower and indulge in the sweet brown delicacy of Cote d'Or; double Lait (kakaw bu feel for those who are not familiar with the name). I am even fantasizing about it.. melted chocolate, warm, dripping on a man's skin.. or mine if he wishes ;) and gently licked off.. hmm I wonder if I will ever loose weight! Sorry dad.. I don't think there will be a size 4 this year! hehehe Big is Beautiful!